life in telemarketing

Its been three months since i joined Airtel.. I ve a lot of mixed feelings abt th job. First it is totally irrevelant to th degree i got. Second its telemarketing!! wen i was searching for a job at th peak of th recession time i thought any job ll do, as long am earning something(it was a matter of pride then..).Only wen i joined n had th first taste of th job did i realise tat no matter wat ur situation is no matter wat ur specialisation is there r certain things tat u cant do,not a matter of pride but a matter of ur heart. There are situations where, for some ppl , ll ve to ve to grit there teeth to work in a field they might b least interestd in.For them my humble salutations go.
Its oly three months but i realise tat i cant go on wat ever th price may be cause every time i talk to someone i was unable to give my all- to really focus in th job at hand.Am forced to make excuses for someone else,forced to say lies. I realise wat a tough thing it is to directly talk to a client or customer.and it is even more tougher if ur heart is not it.
But th pt i wan to make here is dont do a job if u think u r not for it. Its pure hell to force urself on something tat u dont want any part of.it s alright to be sensible n keep ur head afloat n all that. But once in a while u ve to listen to th red globe beating furiously inside u. its true wen they say"When u do something u love or interestd in, its no longer work but pure play"- After all i got first hand experience in it..